Chaya's Story
In late Feb. 2022, sitting on a bar stool on a Friday night, I made a valid CHOICE to find my way back to Jesus.
Soooo many circumstances in my life led me to where I was sitting. But, only because I CHOSE to go that direction.
So much hurt.... So much pain.... The chaos was all around me and seemingly in me..... & all I wanted to do was ease it. It literally felt like torture in my mind & I was told by doctors on several occasions that I truly needed to be medicated. They said that it would help me live a better life.I know they were trying to help. And, none of this is a jab at them or anyone who needs medication.
This is about me not them.
My Story
Would you believe me if I told you that through those terrible circumstances I was walking in, that I could actually feel Jesus tugging at my heart??
I could feel a pull.. a yearning for something.
Thoughts of.... if you will just find your way back to me, I will heal your hurt..
I can do that for you..
I am all you need in this world..
Choose me.
I finally gave into the "thoughts".
I walked into that church house the very next Sunday morning (straight from a barstool), against everything in my mind that told me I was NOT good enough to be there...
"Ohhhhh, look who came crawling back"
"Wonder how long it'll be till she disappears again?"
(These are the things I imagined were being whispered)
& who knows! ..Maybe some even did have those thoughts!
They were certainly well grounded thoughts! Lol
I ran all the time back then.
But, guess what?? I'M STILL HERE.
Because:
A couple of church services behind me.
On a Monday night.....
March 14, 2022, to be exact
At an in-home Bible study..God delivered me
He legit just took it all away! He rewired my mind!
Which when you think about it isn't hard for Him at all since He's literally the one who created it
I HAVE PEACE OF MIND
HE did that for ME
I will remember this date for the rest of my life because
Y'ALL, HE'S BEEN DOING WHAT ALL OF THOSE "THOUGHTS" I HAD SAID HE WOULD DO
And, soooooo much more!!
I boast only in the Lord when I say.... I am a brand new creature!
All because of Jesus
I will yell it from the rooftops until I'm off to glory!
He can & He will do the very same thing for you!!
Stop doubting it!
Trust me when I say... You can trust Him!
What will you choose?
Because we all get a choice
